~I just wanna feel this moment ~ I'm being honest rn I feel terrible for what I did...leaving without a word for 7 months I should've made a last vid where I explain my situation but somehow I couldn't or didn't have the motivation to say smth...I can't believe I left 140k people with nothing I feel awful... It's just I clearly lost my motivation in this fandom for a while and it's slowly coming back but however I can't tell how long it'll last no honestly Idk what to cut anymore sometimes I wanna make httyd vids then it's more puss in boots for me the next I find myself in the miraculous fandom. I have this problem since months rn and it's kinda tiring.I have so many accounts because I thought this my fandom but after some months I decided to just leave it.I'm making this mistake over and over. So: I'M DEEPLY SORRY for not saying anything for not uploading anything for not commenting anything. etc. I hope u can understand my situation it's very complicated for me. I do hope I'm more active here but I can't promise I also can't tell you if it stays forever maybe I'll loose my motivation completely IDK... Am I just dramatic rn? idk maybe?Is there even a person who knows who I am? Idk maybe ? whatever.I'm sry