ㅤjakey

in my head lately but loving the gym again. #fyp

“a man only truly falls in love once in his lifetime”

i had a talk with @cjak, explained myself to him how i lost myself during this bodybuilding lifestyle, the drugs, the food, etc. it caused me to be a selfish person. this lifestyle consumed me and the drugs changed who i truly am. i miss the old me, the happy me. all im saying is dont let a lifestyle change who you truly are, i lost my relationship, i lost myself, i was losing relationship with friends bc i had no time. i try everyday to become a better person im starting over again. i just want to be able to enjoy life. 💚🤞🏽

October 2022- February 2023 getting fluffy #fyp #motivation

pumped and bulked up #fyp #motivation

growing phase now #fyp #motivation

learned so much these past couple of weeks i’ve finally mentally moved on. im done treating people like a priority when im just always a option i deserve some kind of love. i’m ready to step up and do stuff i’ve been wanting to do and enjoy life without stressing on what you are doing and how you it makes you feel. :)

real slideshow (i miss my girl pls love me again)

the gym will never leave you <3

im finally at the “it is what it is” mindset. finally found peace within myself. no overthinking every situation just live in the present. but these breathedivinity compressions go crazy <3

heyy i miss the old shredded jake

you ever wish you can go back and fix that specific situation? change what was said and how you reacted to it? yes i wish i could too, giving up on someone you love sucks which i did and yes i regret it deeply but its something i have to live with and better myself for that person. theres really no one else to blame but me

this audio is something i go through majority of my nights, some of you think im a strong individual, in reality im not i go through so many mental games but im happy to say im still here thugging everyday but all i want sometimes is a hug and just hear “everything is going to be okay” <3 #fyp