(vent) I hate feeling like I need to be good at everything and if I'm not I'm immediately useless, it's like I constantly have to push myself the moment I'm not good enough at something or I completely just quit and it's such a waste of time I hate it. I'm sick of having to worry so much about what my future will be if I'm not good at this or that, and what others will think of me if I don't do well at something 🙁