⚠️TW LOSS/DETAILS IN CAPTION⚠️ I have some really unfortunate news, you might have noticed over the past 5-6 months or so, I haven't been truly myself, taking breaks a lot and just mentally depleted, the reason for this had been that my mums partner, Chris was diagnosed with terminal cancer, these past few months I have been helping take care of him as he was living with us, Sunday night he experienced breathing difficulties which has occurred a few times in the past, we called the ambulance but whilst they was on the way, he stopped breathing due to a cardiac arrest, I performed CPR on him until the paramedics arrived, 20 minutes of CPR was performed before it was successful, despite that he was only given a 10% chance of survival overnight, which he did as he's a fighter, he passed away Monday morning peacefully Normally I wouldn't Share this information With the internet but Chris meant so much to me And my mum and being Able to talk about this Might just help me Cope a little better Plus give you guys A better understanding To why I am the way lam And have been recently Thank you Chris, me and my mum are so grateful to have spent these last few months with you, R.I.P♥️ you Legend