This originally was a video of me twice in cosplay talking about how younger me saw 18y/o me, just saw this in my drafts from when i filmed this and thought i could remake it lol Cosplay was really special to me at one point, i miss certain aspects of it sure, I definitely miss the escapism i used it for. It was really nice to be someone other than myself, i would love to cosplay more and make videos again but unfortunately i worry a lot about how people view me. I worry that in my real life lots of people would be rude or make fun of me again, so i just like to look back at the memories now :)