|| || vent again lol || || // their probably gonna see but i no know, im not gonna @ them so if they see it they see it idfk what to do anymore lmao, so basically at like try the start of our relationship they said I could let my bpd (borderline personality disorder) out and i warned them what would happen in the process of doing that, and they constantly said that it was gonna be fine, that they would help me through it and they did for a while, till they started getting sick of it and changed on me and started being dry, mean, rude, not helping me at all in any way because of how I was when letting my bpd out. They apologize at the end of the day when they realized what they said and did to me but it just hurts knowing another person changed because of me, and now I’m trying to get back how we used to be and it feels like they aren’t trying at all. Hurts. Like your my husband. But it’s fine i deserve it I was an ass to them so ig it’s just payback. \\ || || #fritz#urtrans_gachaguy#fypシ #viral#trend#gachatrend#gachalife#gacha#vinn#xyzbca#viral#goviral#viralvideo#foru#foryoupage#fyp#pumpit#dixbsii#trend#trending#gacha#gachatrend#xyzbca#edit#tween#gachatween#viral#vinn#toryoupageofficiall#foryoupage#fy#fyp#typp#typ#gachatrend #?gachallife #? gachatiktoker #fyp#viral ||
|| og sound don’t use || || // i feel so empty and alone..now i have to pull myself away and it hurts.. i don’t understand how i can be thrown away like this.. when they literally told me i saved their life.. and am the reason they haven’t cüt themselves.. i feel like a part of me is dead. like all these promises they told me FOR MONTHS just for it all to be lies, why does everyone do this to me..? i know i fucked up letting my bpd out i feel awful and terrible and a shitty person but they promised they wouldn’t leave me and that they would stay even if things happened and i’m losing them i’m losing the only person who makes me feel at home the only person who makes me happy… i feel terrible for what i did and i apologized over and over and over and it’s not enough i just wanna be their baby.. i just wanna be in their life.. i just want them to love me and accept my way of loving.. i miss them so much it hurts it hurts so bad.. every single day my heart aches so bad.. and so much.. i don’t know if i can keep going with this aching sickening feeling.. i just wanna end it so bad because it hurts so fucking bad.. i can’t eat i can’t sleep i can’t do anything without thinking of them i can’t stop shaking and crying their always on my mind 25/8 i miss hearing their dog and hearing them laugh and talk and be there for me.. it hurts so much when you’re favorite person was your partner.. like they said i was the only person left in their life then i get thrown away when my bpd comes out.. why do i have to be so fucked up.. why do i always have to lose people.. why does this have to happen to me.. like i cried in my mom’s arms over this person and it feels like they never cared about me in the first place ..i just wanna be loved.. i just want someone to accept me.. \ || || #fritz#urtrans_gachaguy#fypシ #viral#trend#gachatrend#gachalife#gacha#vinn#xyzbca#viral#goviral#viralvideo#foru#sad#sadvibes#sadvideo#sadstory#vent#foryoupage#fyp#pumpit#dixbsii#trend#trending#gacha#gachatrend#xyzbca#edit#tween#gachatween#viral#vinn#toryoupageofficiall#foryoupage#fy#fyp#bpd#bpdtiktok#bpdthings#bpdsplitting#typp#typ#gachatrend #?gachallife #? gachatiktoker #fyp#viral ||