Because he's all I ever wanted. He was so nice, and I was the one who defended his name when no one else did. I defended him when he couldn't defend himself. I swear we were in love, but I guess his love for me just faded away. He moved on so fast, though. It's like he only says it because it's part of a relationship and not because he means it. I mean, does he ever get deja vu when he says those things to her? Does he think about me and how I dealt with my struggles and how he said I was the strongest girl he knew? I swear on my heart we were so in love, but I won the ilym game. Why? Why do I always win those games? I get tired of winning them. I mean, yes, I broke up with him, but that's because I didn't want him to break me. I didn't want to be left in the dark, but instead, he just went ahead of me. His new call girlfriend probably thinks he's so special and he's one of a kind, but she doesn't know him like I do. To me, and my experience, he just said those things because he didn't want to deal with a "broken me".
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