when i lost my granddad i lost me, i didn’t want to eat , i didn’t want to be here i felt so useless. i cut everyone out of life i just wanted to be alone. i never believed death was real until I lost him. the only person to ever show me real genuine love . he would do any and everything for me , he stepped up to be that father figure . i was the apple of his eye .❤️ made sure i got through school made sure i had anything i needed , made sure every morning i got breakfast! he would get up at 5am just to make sure i woke up to pancakes and sausage and a smoothie ! every Sunday as a little girl he would take me to Walmart and tell me pick out 5 things i wanted the most & i enjoyed every minute of our quality time. id always cry when i got closer to home because I didn’t want to leave my grandparents side. we were best friends . ❤️ i miss you everyday pawpaw , i wish I could hear your voice one more time and tell me it’s all gonna be ok.