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January clips so far! 🫶🏻✨ Been trying to cook more for lunch and include more fruit and veg! Few beach walks and lots of @ELEMIS UKI skincare pampers aswell as doing some makeup! #ELEMISSkinsider #LoveELEMIS #janvibes

My favourite chocolate protein from @Free Soul 🫶🏻

In all honesty I’m not much of a tan girly BUT after trying @GETSOLSKIN I feel as though this might need to be a regular thing! The way it instantly boosted my confidence and the past few months I’ve hated even the sight of myself so this is a big thing for me 🫶🏻 I was gifted this but this is my honest review and more videos to come 💕 #solshine

Can’t wait to do some colourful makeup again soon ❤️🧡💛🤍🩵💙

Come and spend the day with me , with FND the good the bad and the ugly. Today I’m gonna talk a bit about the mental health side of things with my health. Not something I normally talk about but I feel like a lot of people can probably relate to. Now with me I tend to bottle a lot up until it gets to much and I cry but I think it’s just because I bottle things up because I’m so numb and fed up of how my life is in all honesty. I feel pretty shit every day like waking up and being in pain all day is not the most happy exciting feeling. I worry alot constantly all the time I’m anxious about my health and how it’s got worse and worse over the course of the years and it scares me. The constant fear of a flare up or going to hospital or not being able to walk , collapsing it’s all just a lot to take in. Most days I am okay I always feel prettt down or reflect on my life before becoming unwell but I know this is a vicious circle of grief and upset that it brings so I try not to look back on old photos of myself ect. It’s a really tricky emotional rollercoaster having a chronic health condition and the battles we have to battle every day are exhausting. To put on a brave face and smile when inside everything hurts or your just not in the mood. There are alot of days I just don’t want to speak or speak to friends or socials because I haven’t got the energy or I’m just emotionally drained. I’m hoping that soon with the start of my treatment process I can start tackling how I maybe think of things to much , I’m a big overthinker but I also think my emotions are so valid because no one should have to deal with the struggle of a completely different life with a chronic illness. Rant over

Come and spend the day with me, with FND, the good the bad and the ugly! Now yesterday I didn’t do a video but it’s because I had hair wash day and it completely takes it out of me. The washing of my hair flares me and then I have alot of other products to put in after. Noticed last night I had severe stomach and back pains and I did have a fall yesterday evening due to severe pain! So today I decided to just take it easy. I started the morning but tackling my hair using @Umberto Giannini bond oil and then also just did some light tasks of doing my skincare using @ELEMIS UKI. Then had my gummies from @Free Soul ACV and collagen. Noticed a lot of pain in the morning and I think this is just due to hair wash day yesterday so I just chilled in front room caught up with love island. Updates on the new meds. Been taking the medicinal 🌿 now for about a week I’m now back up to my original dose after going down due to not liking the effect but seem to be getting used to it. Just the next day feeling super groggy but it is helping me sleep a bit better for sure! Made lunch and also made some healthy ish cookies that I saw on tik tok and then chilled read my new book. In the evening during tea and after I was zapping alot and ticcing and after dinner I did end up having a fall due to a zap which made my legs give way. Not much to update on but I have emailed my neurologist asking about a update on my video footage I sent to him about the investigation into my new tic like symptom which he believes to also be a form of tic but waiting to hear back to confirm. Speak soon Ruby #ELEMISSkinsider #LoveELEMIS #wavyhair #teamwork #teamworkmakesthedreamwork #teamworktrend #teamworkchallenge #girlssupportgirls #chronicillness #fndawareness #SelfCare #fnd #functionalneurologicaldisorder #fndhope #fndhopeuk

@withlovecosmetics heart 2 heart blush duo in sugar plum 💜

Monochromatic makeup💜 - @byelliebeauty brow texture - @By Caitlyn Collection brow pencil and Amelia lashes - @PLOUISE eye base in 2.0 and blank canvas paint - @BPerfect Cosmetics bronze boost , XL carnival , love Tahiti and chroma cover foundation shade N3 - @withlovecosmetics pressed glitters , and sugar plum blush duo - @Jordana Ticia Cosmetics bronzer duo in palm paradise and powder duo in half baked and pearl sugar also twinkle tower on cheeks - @Fyne Cosmetics concealer shade 12 - @maccosmetics lip pencils in mahogany and beet - @Fenty Beauty fuschia flex gloss bomb - @Peaches & Cream brushes - @Doll Beauty brushes and setting spray

Putting the NEW Black Cherry @ELEMIS UKI @ELEMIS pro collagen cleansing balm to the test. Using the @MaggieA method! If you love cherry scented stuff this one is definitely for you it smells divine and I can even smell it once removed. Hands down my favourite scented cleansing balm from Elemis 🫶🏻 I do have a 20% off code which is ELEMIS5783 #elemisskinsider #loveelemis

Hair day 💆🏼‍♀️ -@Umberto Giannini scalp scrub , no frizz shampoo , curl mask , leave in conditioner , heat shield , blow out frizz, curl jelly - @Bellissima UK diffuser

Makeup removal and skincare - @ELEMIS UKI @ELEMIS pro collagen cleansing balm - Elemis dynamic resurfacing facial wash - Elemis Pro collagen glow boost exfoliator - Elemis Lavander toner - Elemis superfood vital veggie mask - Elemis superfood facial oil - Elemis pro collagen quarts lift serum - Elemis Pro collagen eye revive mask - Elemis pro collagen marine cream - @The Stable Soap Company sweet orange lip balm #ELEMISSkinsider #LoveELEMIS #rainyday

NEW @ELEMIS UKI @ELEMIS Pro collagen black cherry cleansing balm🍒 smells incredible can’t wait to use it ✨ #ELEMISSkinsider #LoveELEMIS

#gifted but is a completely honest review! I’m not much of a tan girly but I feel like I definitely will be now! The instant boost of confidence it gave me! @GETSOLSKIN I was in all honesty extremely nervous to do a video like this and have a bit of skin out but instantly once I had applied some tan I felt so much more confident! As someone who has had to deal with chronic health for several years my body is changing all the time and is completely different to my “gym body” I used to have but with a bit of self tan I was smiley and felt so much more confident in my skin. Crazy what a bit of tan can do 🥹🫶🏻 #solshine #solskin #solskintan #tanning #tanningroutine #tanningmousse #selftanroutine #selftanning