i still remember the day you passed so clearly. it was the worst day of my entire life. even though its been year since you passed, my heart continues to search for you each and every day. hoping and waiting the notification on my phone is you texting me about some crazy stuff going on in your life. i miss talking to you for hours on end about the randomised things ever. i miss hearing your voice every morning, i miss hearing you ask if i ate every second. yes it was annoying at the time but i would truly do anything to hear and see you again. you were the light to the end of my tunnel and i loved you so much. you have my heart forever and ever. i will continue to protect your family, holding them all in my arms while they sob, holding my tears back as they do. I dont regret anything about our friendship and i thank you for every single thing u did for me. you saved me fr and i couldnt be more grateful. it tears me apart everytime i get the flashbacks of seeing you dead on that bed. it destroyed me in a whole different way which i dont thjnk i will ever recover from. when i finally got told that you had died , i broke. something inside me died and i will never be able to find that piece of me that left. my heart aches more and more everyday but i know that all this happened for a reason. your time on the earth was short but i know it was well lived. i love you forever ml, this wasnt a goodbye, it was a see you later. so until we meet again, i will continue to love you forever. rest easy my dear, i will see you soon π«ΆπΌπ