you made the decision to stop chemo bcs it was hurting you more than doing good. the doctors gave you 4 months. God decided on October 25, 2021 that it was time for you to help him up in Heaven. Grandma and I facetimed you the night before and we all knew it was time. But even knowing it was almost your time and pushing through multiple cancers and lupus, you still had the energy to make jokes and make us smile. I shouldnโt have pushed back going to see you. I shouldโve held you tighter the last time i saw you. i regret it all. i just want you back for one more day. there will never be someone as loving, kindhearted, comedic, beautiful, strong or amazing as you. i know youre always here with me but fuck i miss you Eleanor.
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