𝐌𝐈𝐀𝐇 𝐍𝐈𝐘𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐄

I’ve struggled with hyper-independence my entire life. For years, I wore it like a badge of honor — ambitious, driven, always in control. Part of that came from how I was raised, and part of it came from pain… from having to be there for myself when no one else could. But as I’ve grown in Christ, I’ve realized something sobering: God never called me to carry it all. And my need to always have a plan, a backup plan, and a plan for the backup plan — was actually hurting my ability to be led by the Holy Spirit. There is a deep beauty in surrender. In realizing that saying “yes” to Jesus as Savior also means saying “yes” to Him as Lord. And Lordship means I don’t get to lead my own life anymore. He does. Even when I don’t understand the plan. Even when I’m scared. Even when I want to take matters into my own hands… like the children of Israel did in Exodus 32 when they made the golden calf out of fear. That story hits different now. They panicked. They didn’t trust. And so they made something visible to comfort themselves. That’s what hyper-independence is — a golden calf. It’s fear in disguise. But I’m learning — daily — to lay that idol down. To stop running my own life like a one-woman show. And to trust the Father who wants to lead me, guide me, and hold me. Because whoever loses their life… will find it. You don’t have to fight so hard. God’s got you. #christiantiktok #christian #godisgood #godlovesyou #encouragement

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Recorded this MONTHS ago but it’s important 🫶🏽 here’s a lil peek into my Bible study tools 🛠️ let this be a reminder that the ONLY essential item in this video is the Holy Bible. Let the Holy Spirit guide you through the word! Everything else is supplemental like I’ve stated. When I first started out I didn’t use these extra tools - it’s a journey not a race! & your Bible study time will adapt as life goes on so do what works best for YOU ❤️ #biblestudy #christiantiktok #godlovesyou #studytok #studytips #bibletok