Thereโs a melancholy in me that never goes awayโฆโฆ it seems like Iโm 50% sad and 50% happy at any given moment. I donโt think Iโll ever get over not having my mum, dad, sister in law, nephew, mother in law & granny walk this earth with usโฆโฆ. I miss my family so muchโฅ๏ธ