š„ø Is this a function of imposter syndrome? What if your job is IMPOSTER-ING š„ø No but honestly...this audio hit so close to home, I had to use it. I dunno about you, but Iāve done so much work to get rid of perfectionist tendencies and embrace the messiness of who I am. And yet, the business of acting can quietly drag me right back into its clutches where I start telling myself Iām not good enough, not working hard enough, not advancing fast enough, etc. One bad bit of feedback and Iām questioning it all. Thatās partially my own old habits...but also, this job and industry are perfection/productivity-obsessed. Thereās this constant drumbeat of pressure. It says āTHIS PATH IS SO HARD OMG THE COMPETITION IS INSANE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR YOUR ACTING CAREER TODAY? Youāre not getting any younger!!!ā Oy. Sure I want to be great at what I do! But some days, I want to be the slow painter in her studio who steps away for a day to see her newest piece in the light of morning. I want to baby my art and let it fill me all the way to the top. I want it to be mine and I want it to suck sometimes when I try something new. Iām allowed to have that breathing room! And so are YOU. ā¤ļø
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