he would've been so frustrated, feeling like he was only really stealing what should've been his anyway. he knew he should be able to help and he couldn't. he couldn't take it anymore. he knew ron's wand wasn't working right. he just wanted to forget and he wanted everyone to stop reminding him of things, he wanted it to stop. i had a dream, i got everything i wanted. not what you'd think. and if i'm being honest, it mightve been a nightmare, to anyone who might care. this song is so gilderoy coded actually!! it's 4am so may have to post again but i cba waiting i had a horrible day at uni, cried in class, and edited my pain away so !!! this is kinda three edits that weren't interesting enough alone to post... smushed. <3 —🏷️
#gilderoylockhart ...i am not joking i just typed wolfstar by pure muscle memory immgonajskd
#peterpettigrew #remuslupin #gilderat #marauders #maraudersedit #sitiusblack #jamespotter :3