this boy was my first ever live in highschool. he was so perfect and he will never know that i catrd for him so much he wasnt like the other boys that treated me bad he was different he never ever failed to put a smile on my face, i got to know you and be apart of your life and help you while i could even tho it was on and off and honestly a nightmare for both of us we found our way back we had a speacial connection that i will never find wit any other boy. underneath all the arguments and pain we put eachother through you made me the happiest girl whenever i was with you , we might deny it now but there was one time i would push everyone in my life away just so i was happy with you and i wanted to keep you close because you felt more than home to me than anyone else could give me. you brought me smiles and laughs when i didnt have any you gave me confidence in myself and told me i was perfect. i am so thankfuk for that and for you.im so happy and greatful that i had a opportunity to be apart of your life and show you love even if we were immature i really did love you. ever since the first day we met we instantly clicked we got along and we shared a special connection that i never shared with anyone else i could tell from day 1 we would have a massive rollercoaster ahead of us. i never ever ment to hurt you and i hope you say the same but your actions told me differently. i wish you so much success in your life i really do as much as it hurts me to read and tyoe this it is very true i’ll forver support you in life just from a far distance i hope you get everything you ever wanted. i really hope you do find thatt special someone for you thank will make you happy,loved and you never want to let them go bc at the end of it all we are still young who knows what we have ahead of us, but i have finally realised if our love was really ment to be we would cross paths in our future life to give it another go. i really do hope that our break up had a reason and it wasnt out of hate thant you did what you did but there was a time we loved eachother so much especially you thats why you didnt want us to js be friends bc u loved me that much. in another life mayb?🤍