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happy birthday pippa. this is the first time i don’t get to bake a cake for you. I just want to cry and scream and be angry that i can‘t hug you but i know you would’ve hated that. you would’ve turned 9 today. the 8 years i got with you were everything. i remember how often you had to come to school with me, how you always loved my male friends more than my female ones, how you turned off my alarm in the morning cause i (accidentally) taught you that. gosh there are so many things i wanna say right now but the most important thing is that i love you. i love you more than anything and i hope you know that my little girl<3 #onthisday

are you currently in love with someone ?

man merkt ich kann nicht mit verlust umgehen 😍

geflogen aber nicht weggeflogen 🤩 vielseitiger als manch reinrassiger nh

finally met laika 🤭 do you have scary dog privilege?

have you ever been addicted to something ??

Just important so ppl dont use my old/other name that i‘m only comfortable with when close ppl use it ;)

TW: having a hard time is okay. its okay if you want to give up but it’s especially okay to ask for help <3 i was in 15 clinics and i‘m going back into another clinic next week. i‘m not ashamed of that cause its just life. i remember waking up in the hospital after my first attempt. my mom waited outside with pippa and the nurse brought there and pippa was so happy to see me. I promised myself that i would never attempt again. I couldn’t keep that promise and yes i could be disappointed but I’m not cause i do my best everyday and at least try to keep it and that’s enough for now. recovery requires small steps everyday and if you struggle you can start with a big step and ask for help, go into a clinic and/or look for a good therapist. look out for the ppl around you cause being nice isn’t that hard<3

just found this video <3 @<3

𝗶 𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 🎧 something ppl (especially in the dc) don’t talk about enough ???

and the award for the best about turn goes to her. and her only 🤩

𝗶 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 🎻 your favourite artist who already d!ed ?? #malinois