I struggled to post this π . My insecurities. . My embarrassment . . or maybe its just me being human . This isnt for me. This is for US . To those fighting the battles in the dark . I remember being in that bedroom on that floor pleading with God to fix me . To fix what was so broken inside of me . I had lost EVERYTHING & til this day I donβt have it all . But in that moment it wasnt about the fact i knew i was on the verge of being homeless . I just wanted God to change me . There were days i was so sad i couldnt even get out of bed . I couldnt even pick up the phone for family or friends . How could i tell them i was failing ? How could i tell them the carter they once knew was gone . BROKEN π and forever changed . I begged God to forgive me for those ive hurt but to also FORGIVE THOSE WHO HURT ME . I was so tired of being angry . This was my lastnight being able to sleep in a bed & i knew it & all i could do was pray to God to wrap his arms around me . ππΎπ .. & use me !! Use me as a vessel ! A light in the darkness even in my OWN DARKEST TIMES. God just use me as an offering !! To show those people who often feel misplaced , unheard , unwanted . They just cant seem to win . Its time to get up βΌοΈ as i type this im still homeless but GOD has kept me & he has lead me to some amazing people . HE COVERED ME πππΎ & Together we will win !! Its time to come out of the darkness . The world needs you πβ€οΈ
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