In all my 20 years of life i never thought in a million years i’d ever meet someone who quite literally live across the country from me. This person has been through everything with me. My low moments my high moments my dumb moments and my smartest moments. They believed in me when nobody did. They told me everything was gonna be okay when my world was falling apart. They gave me their heart when nobody would. They gave me everything i never had. Im gonna open up about something i never open up about but i dont feel emotions properly everything feels fake to me. I act happy and all that because im scared ill lose all the people around me. Nobody understood me. Nobody would listen to me. Nobody loved me. I was alone in this world. Until i met clare. I would stay up and talk to them. Whenever my phone buzzed my heart would race and i hoped everytime i would see clares name. They showed me how to love. They showed me that i can feel love and happiness. I didnt know what love was and if you asked me five years ago what it was i would’ve probably said “a silly feeling in your chest” but the past five years all it is to me is a pair of blue beautiful eyes and probably the brightest most stunning smile. We’ve had our rough patches sure but what friendship and relationship doesnt have that? Clare im so madly in love with you it actually makes me wanna puke. I hate sappy shit and gross relationship stuff i hate it so much but you make it so easy. You are the only ive ever seen and the only one i will ever want to see. And im so excited to see you again and start this new adventure with you and our fur babies wink wink. I love you so much. @Clare