For the past year and a half or so, I took time off from social media to actively seek the Lord, to focus on truly healing and forgiving, and to learn how to love myself. I’m still working on how to cope with being a recovering agoraphobic (I’m speaking this into existence), and I have been very housebound since the time I became bedridden for 4 years starting in January 2007. I went through 15 years of so much negativity, hating life, and having lost all hope. Finally a day came that I couldn’t handle the pain of life anymore, and I reached a point that I chose to do something different than the patterns of behavior that had started dictating my life. I literally bed rotted for 15 years…laid in a bed…no cleaning, no cooking, no self care, etc. The woman you see today. I never knew she could exist again. Yes, I’m not who I was before, yes I still sit in a room, and I’m in my bed. But even under these conditions, I have learned to stop existing and to start learning…and to start loving myself. I now make it a point to just love on people…accept them for who they are…try to make them smile or laugh…and to consciously be such a positive force. If you have ever been like me…laying there unable to care for yourself, not knowing where to turn, or not knowing how to make that necessary u-turn to start even trying to live, please connect with me. You can start making a difference in your life, and it all starts with just thinking. Snapchat: leeann7979 (I do block users who send inappropriate pics or conversations)
#justleeann #hope #foryoupage #fyp #bigsquishyhugs #hoponovertothepositiveside #positivity #viral #trending @analyzethat81 Do you remember this?