My boy, It still hurts. It hurts everyday. This longing for you, never leaves. How does a human being survive such pain? I don't know how to. I wake up, it's there. I go to bed, it's there. It's always there. I wear this sorrow like a cloak. My Carson, it still hurts. It hurts every day. Surviving the death of a child is the most cruel way for a parent to live. You don't forget, you don't move on. You become a breathing body navigating life because you have other kids & family who needs you 😭💔
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