griefstuff hashtag performance

God help me if I ever manage to actually queen this area so I can put the tree up! It’s insanity. I will tell you that right now. It is total insanity like we got pandemonium going on in here. I think I gotta make like a banana and split it time to blow his popsicle stand. I’m gonna go find a shower that has more than 20 seconds of hot water… I know it’s gonna get better. It’s gotta get better. Like it literally absolutely has to. There could be no other alternative. Just spending the holidays and trying to push my car down the street in an evening gown after running out of gas. God bless the gentleman that returned to his home and was kind enough to help me. Literally saving me. Just trying to make it to the food that I have to eat. But I can’t afford those if you seen my size lately, you can’t be surprised that I am constantly starving. I never get enough to eat, though, most days I’m lucky if I get to eat at all before I faint. I don’t even take my meds when I can afford them because I’m always unconscious. And of course I’ll be fighting the hanger bc I’m gonna be spending tomorrow cooking. I just wish that I could have my brain back. I need my brain before all the grief hit this this is a joke. This is not my brain ##warnockwarriors #needworkstill #griefstuff #traumaresponse #showmalislove #missmybabies ##MemeCut #painfulholidays

#Meme #MemeCut #memenatal it’s just expected now. I’m the lady that leaks from the face and I had to get good with that a while ago. Honestly, that’s the least concerning thing about me these days. It ain’t easy being grievey🤷🏼‍♀️😅 figure nothing else will get some chuckles in the meantime. More up next #warnockwarriors #needworkstill #singlemom #datingwhilecrazy #griefstuff #humorasacopingmechanism

No, we do not get snarky with the rest of the world for being proud of their humans also. That is straight up jealousy in disguise and poorly at that. We seriously need to get to work and start lifting each other up and stop being so bitter. From my personal experience anyway, but that’s just me. I’m just going off my life lived in the last year to two Call me weird but i’ve never felt better for making somebody else feel worse. That makes less sense than cartoon logic to me. 🤷🏼‍♀️ ##warnockwarriors##griefstuff##traumaresponse##humorasacopingmechanism##needworkstill##freelancer##entertainer##showmalislove##singlemom##staystrong

So much shade, so little time to squander on hating in someones comments 😳 I posted what I thought was a funny version of this and barely finished uploading before I had a mob of angry people with pitchforks after me. Thank God, there were also some incredibly kind and compassionate warriors among them. That was when Mal was still with us though..💔 things were so different… These days it almost feels like my life didn’t really happen. Like he was never here and this is what I’ve been doing all along. Trying to survive. Trying to raise a young lady in the face of adversity under the most heinous circumstances. Our night and shining armor nowhere to be found. It just keeps getting harder. That’s life though huh? Like I didn’t know.🤦🏼‍♀️ sometimes I wonder what my brain must look like now. With all the damage from trauma… not that there wasn’t plenty there already😔 I hate that everything wrong with life now it’s blamed on Maui. On him not being here. On us losing him. of course that destroyed our world. That wasn’t even close to the beginning though… I know now that this was all written long before... It was always gonna be this way. I realize that now💔 #war#warnockwarriorsi#griefstuffa#traumaresponsee#needworkstillt#entertainero#showmalisloven#singlemomr#christmasblessingsc#secretsanta🎅🎄🎁