Merry Christmas my sweet boy, it’s odd not having you here. It’s been 65 days without your smile or laugh. Or to see your smile light up all the rooms you belong in still. I’ve gotten better. It’s gotten easier to manage but last night I screamed for you as if you could hear me. Just like i did when you passed. It’s still a pretty dark hole, and while I know it’ll never fully go away just know it’s being shrunk. I’ve talked about you I’m pretty sure everyday, to anyone who listens. You were my best friend, my human and the one who kept everything safe. I hope you’re fucking proud of the things I’m pouring into to help minimize the void you left. Thank you for teaching me everything i deserved in this life. And I thank the gods every day you showed me what real love was. I can’t call you, write to you or anything which is the hardest part. For the brightest smile, the biggest heart you’d ever see and the hardest fighter you’d ever met here’s to your first Christmas not on the earth realm. I love you forevermore, Wyatt Ivan. I hope you’re safe in the in between, amor.
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