I was made to show love. I was made to be sensitive... Sensitive to everything and everyone around me… I feel what you feel. I feel what you mean, even if you don’t say it. I feel the happiness, sadness, excitement, frustration, fear and anxiety of everyone I come into contact with; on top of my own. I do whatever I can, to help each soul and situation, in any way that I can… I know what pain, despair and darkness feel like and what each can do to a person… a heart… a soul. And I never want ANYONE to know what that feels like! Lost is no place to be! I wear a smile for those around me so that, perhaps, it will make a difference for someone; for ANYONE! I am often called “strong” when, in fact, that’s hardly the truth. I just wasn’t given a choice. I HAD to endure what I’ve gone through. There were no choices! There were no options or alternative actions to take. I just had to take it, accept it and work through it. The result is that I am often too soft hearted and get hurt or taken advantage of… OR… I’m hypersensitive, untrusting or seemingly cold (which couldn’t be farther from the truth) and mistunderstand, over think or block people, actions and comments. I’ve come to realize that my sensitivity is meant to be, and is, a blessing for others, but is too often a disadvantage for me… Helping to heal others is sometimes extremely draining for me, but I wouldn’t and will never change that! I only wish to help and make others smile! It’s my calling! Allowing others to negatively affect me is completely unacceptable, however, and is something i must change! For my own good… So, if i must, in order to protect “ME,” I will utilize my strong mind and remove myself from detrimental people, places and experiences. It’s time to harden my heart. I can’t “unfeel” what I may already feel, but i can damn sure feel it from a distance! I was made to be sensitive; a blessing or others… But I wasn’t made to suffer unnecessarily! If your intentions toward me aren’t pure, like mine are toward you… know that i will walk away! I was made to be sensitive… to and for you… AND FOR ME! You may see that as a weakness, but you’re rendering under a misconception. THAT, actually, is a STRENGTH! I will always act with love! Even if its a last act… an act of loving MYSELF and walking away!
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