Tia Caitlin♘

I hate talking about it but the past few weeks it's really been effecting me, it’s been a long 4 months with hardly any confidence and fear after my worst fear came true on the way back from a lovely hack in October, I pray nobody ever has a fall like that, i still have flashbacks. I'm so grateful we were both okay, it could’ve ended up much worse. I really hope i get my confidence back soon, for my girls sake, I can tell she misses the fun we had just as much as me. I feel so bad for her at the minute with me and my fear, she's my absolute world and I want to be happy and confident again❤️‍🩹#horsesoftiktok #heartmare #confidenceknock #fyp

Can’t wait for summer hacks now☀️Will be glad to see the back of winter🥶 Just need to chill my crazy mare out a tad before we go on adventures😂 #foryou #hacking #horsesoftiktok

No fair weather riders here🌧️💨 This mare is such a saint🥰 #foryou #horsesoftiktok

My heart horses🤍💙 #fyp #horses #hearthorses #mare #gelding #BestFriends

Sunny Autumn hacks >> 🍂🍁🌅 #foryou #autumn #horses #sunset

A whole year tomorrow with my pocket rocket, times flown🥰 Sound doesnt match I know, I dont have many saved sounds😂#1year #galloprace #horsesoftiktok #greymare #irishdraught #1yearanniversary #foryou #fyp

Never in a million years did I think I’d be out for almost 3 hours just me and my horse, such an incredible feeling, the best girl🥰she’s still multicoloured from the powder paints on Sunday which the photos failed massively🤣but we’re working on getting her grey again before Saturday(birthday girl), ready to attempt our first show local on Sunday🫣 #foryou #fyp #views #hacking #horsesoftiktok #foryou #sunnydays #greymare #horses

Totally not getting emotional making this🥹Will always love this boy like he was my own, even though our riding journey is over right now, the love I have for him will never end. We’ve recently moved my horse to another yard which has been the hardest thing knowing I couldn’t bring this boy with me. So grateful i still get to see him💙 Riding school horses can be your heart horses too💙I owe this boy the world, he saved me❤️‍🩹

Confident knocks are so hard to get over, almost a year since our accident and we’ve had so many ups and downs, most days I just want to cry but other days I come away smiling. A constant rollercoaster but we’ll get past it, whether it takes 1 month or 1 year. So lucky to have this girl🤍

We made it to our new yard after a long, stressful and emotional day. Onto new adventures together Misty, hope you’ll be happy here, sweet girl🥰 #ontonewbeginnings #newyard #mygirl

8 months ago I didn’t know if I’d ever have the confidence to ride like I use to again after my accident, but after a LONG time and a lot of work, ups and many downs, on Thursday we ditched the saddle at the end of a great schooling session and had the most amazing canter - no saddle, no hands, (we never do this) we felt so free🤍 I trust this girl with my life, im so incredibly lucky🥰 We’ve still got a long way to go, me more than Misty but I’m finally seeing progress and more confidence than I had, all thanks to our amazing support at our yard, my amazing instructor and my Mum. Sadly on the 1st of July we’ll be parting with the yard i grew up on for 14years and moving closer to home, it wasn’t an easy decision but with Mistys new asthma diagnosis we need to be able to be there several times a day to manage it, plus facilities that will (hopefully) help Moo feel much better. We got lucky with this yard which is only 5 minutes from home, very emotional to have to leave my second home, extended family and my dear old Eric, but it’s best for my girl who comes first always. Will still see everyone and my boy at the weekends thank goodness but it wont ne the same. Hoping this move will take me and Misty that extra step into doing what we do best🤞🏻

Oh how i wish i knew baby Moogies🥹 Would absolutely love to have a baby Moo 2.0 one day, the most amazing mare🥺 #foaltohorse #horsesoftiktok

Oh my heart❤️‍🩹 Right horse wrong time😩 Thank you for everything and sending me Misty, I hope you’re being treated like a prince wherever you are, I never stop looking, i love and miss you always❤️

I’m hoping today was the first step in the right direction into finding my confidence. Short and sweet, Moogs gave me the best ride today in so long and I’m forever grateful to have such a kind, loving mare who does whatever it is I need, the little things today have felt like huge steps and I went from being scared when I got on to on the buckle and grinning🤍 #confidenceloss #horsesoftiktok #thebestmare