#liveforthechallenge #reborn i forgot that idc what this corny thing is🤤 I was gonna post a more sincere audio with this, but id rather type how i feel then let a audio leave room for guessing. But think of this as if you only see a stranger once why not potentially help. while everyone has a unique journey this is kinda just what ive taken in during mine, anyways ive been posting slideshows as digital library for myself for like 3 weeks idk, but straight to the point. this is the most healthy ive been physically and mentally in my life. I started posting these slide shows because i always take photos where i go, i love photos. You freeze a moment that will never happen again and let it be kept with you, and as of recently every photo taken was different, and when i look at my pictures, i quickly go back to when i was taking it in my head, what was i feeling, was it cold, Etc.. and what was different is that i noticed that now every photo, and almost every day i was okay, better than okay. I just feel free, by no means do i follow a strict diet, i do limit my recreational usage to an extent but i dont feel like its slowing my physical progression, and if it is im comfortable with the progression im going at. Recently no matter what i do the hard work doesnt feel hard because ive known for a long time that the hardest thing in the world to discover is also the simplest. Nothing matters, and once you realize that, its your choice to do what you want with that information. its the truth on why life is so beautiful. Because it exist and it doesnt have to, but it does. And thats what being alive is. Knowing that nothing is that big a deal so why not take that risk? Why not put yourself out there? And if your still reading you may ask, “why so compassionate” because thats life? and as someone who struggled with mental health since early childhood, there is nothing more freeing than feeling comfortable in yourself after being convinced that you would never be able to function like a normal person. and the thing is I realized in doing that, is the truth is there is no “normal” there is average but normal doesn’t exist because everyone and everything is made strictly unique, and by no means is being average wrong, but thinking that you have to make yourself diffent in any aspect for someone else is simply worse than being different, Because everyone is different. which is why being yourself is whats the most important, say what YOU want to say not what someone want to hear. and another thing is to be patient, gentle, and respectful to/for yourself, others, objects, and animals. We are all one and you only damage yourself by damaging others. Life is balance. Balance your karma, but dont push anything, if something nagative cant be changed dont change it replace it (people and things). and the faster you put in the “effort” the faster you get better. It all comes down to your awareness. Be aware of your thoughts, Acknowledge and accept the bad ones and only feed the postive ones. And Remember, there will be bad days where it feels like you get set back to how you used to be, but as long as you go home and remind yourself how far you’ve come, you get to choose whether its a set back or not. But also, its ok to talk about it, the betterment of yourself ,but dont say anything unless you plan on acting on it, nobody prefers a liar. But no matter what accept people. And let the ones that dont accept you or change for the better go. (Pro tip: i used a defualt postive scenario to think about when something negative was in my head) But yeah sorry for the yap sesh but its what i do best. @Kaiden @tan 🧟♂️ cant find wills Tiktok😞🙏