Literally saved not soft. Don’t misconstrue the message. Don’t take the quietness for scary, don’t take the kindness as weakness, don’t take my ability to walk away as you punking me. Saved not soft. It’s not just in me, it’s on me. I KEEPPPPPPPPPSSSSS (grammatical incorrect on purpose) IT ON ME!! The things I let slide in 2024 wasn’t because I wanted to but because God told me I had to. He told me to let it happen, let them have the wrong narrative; let them have the last word, let them do all the talking, let them mishandle and mistreat you! LET THEM!!! Truthfully I’ve lived my entire life handling my own; If you wrong me, I’ll wrong you. If you play me, I’ll play you. If you think it’s sweet ima show you how sweet it really is. I have never had an issue getting nothing out the mud, I’ve never had an issue addressing nothing & standing on business with whomever about whatever! In 2024 God revealed to me I have that issue because I don’t trust that he will fight for me. He told me “you don’t believe that vegenance is really mine & that’s why you handle things the way you do. You don’t trust that I’ll fight for you.” & he was right, I didn’t. Sometimes truthfully God you take too long to handle things that need to be handled TODAY. I’m tired of being “the bigger person”, I’m tired of ppl thinking because I let it slide that they are getting away with it & that it is okay for them to do it again. In 2024 God let things slide that he’s paying folks back for in 2025. God told me to trust him in this area & that he will surely fight for me! 2025 the year of increase & back pay.
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