Kyra

dissociating hashtag performance

#Dissociating: Escapism, detachment, disconnection, numbness, derealization, depersonalization, mental fog, zoning out, daydreaming, trauma response, coping mechanism, overwhelmed, anxiety, stress relief, emotional shutdown.
I don’t want to feel anymore I don’t want to give my all anymore I just want to numb out the pain with TikTok videos.  #doomscrolling #did #didsystems #disociativeidentitydisorder #dissociation #dissociating #numbthepain #numb #tired #broken #drained #therapy #therapist #MentalHealth #narcissisticabuse
Lilths home and here to stay.  ##dissociation##dissociating##didsystems##disociativeidentitydisorder##didsystemsoftiktok##didsystemlife##heartless##persecutor##persecutoralter##doorsbeenopen##lilith##heresjohnny##red##redredred##seered##seeingred##villain##villainera
The hardest part about being numb is pretending you’re okay so your friends and family don't worry.  #did #didsystems #disociativeidentitydisorder #dissociation #dissociating #numbthepain #numb #tired #broken #drained #inpain #brokenheart #lonely #worry #MentalHealth #pain #heartbreak
How are you supposed to comfort your littles when the whole system is lost… we don’t know what to say or do at the moment we are all broken, we all got betrayed, we all trusted, we all have abandonment wounds. We are all recovering. ❤️‍🩹  #numb #inpain #heartbroken #cheatedon #feelnumb #inpain #dissociation #dissociating #didsystems #disociativeidentitydisorder #did #didsystemawareness #didsystemsoftiktok #didsystemlife #littlealters #lost #13reasonwhy #my13threason #13reasons
I’m home 🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ Great to be back fronting after so long. Life’s going to be so interesting 🥱😏 very.  #dissociation #dissociating #didsystems #disociativeidentitydisorder #disociativedisorder #didsystemlife #heartless #persecutor #persecutoralter #lilith #red #villainera #numb
I don’t get it, I gave you my all, my whole heart for 9 long years.. We had kids together, I was there for you at the worst parts of your life, I took care of you when you was sick, I worked 3 jobs at one point when you had no job and you stayed home with the kids.  I moved you into my apartment when you have no place, I helped you get the jobs your had, the apartments and the house we live in now.  My family helped us pay bills when you couldn’t afford it, I did everything you asked, I kept the house clean, took care of your dogs, took care of the kids, made sure the bills got paid. Worked the worst jobs just to get where we are today. I helped you get the vehicles that you drove, your first credit card. I helped you become the man that you are just to give it to someone else. All my hard work, all my love, all my patience and understanding to give it to someone else. I don’t know what to feel, my body feels numb, it’s buzzing, I can’t cry, I can’t feel, no one can save this heart… 💔 I can’t take anymore pain I’ve felt it all, I’ve seen it all, my life has never been fair… from birth… why god? Tell me why? Do I of all people have to go through as much pain as I did. I was a child… I was a teen…. I was a adult… everything in between. And all I ever felt was pain, sadness, abuse, more abuse, my heart can’t take anymore broken….. I’m heartless now…. I don’t care anymore. I’m done caring. I’m done feeling. I’m just done.  #numb #inpain #heartbroken #cheatedon #cheatedonme #feelnumb #heartless #wrath #done #dissociation #dissociating #shesgone #empty #emptyinside #hurt
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I don’t get it, I gave you my all, my whole heart for 9 long years.. We had kids together, I was there for you at the worst parts of your life, I took care of you when you was sick, I worked 3 jobs at one point when you had no job and you stayed home with the kids. I moved you into my apartment when you have no place, I helped you get the jobs your had, the apartments and the house we live in now. My family helped us pay bills when you couldn’t afford it, I did everything you asked, I kept the house clean, took care of your dogs, took care of the kids, made sure the bills got paid. Worked the worst jobs just to get where we are today. I helped you get the vehicles that you drove, your first credit card. I helped you become the man that you are just to give it to someone else. All my hard work, all my love, all my patience and understanding to give it to someone else. I don’t know what to feel, my body feels numb, it’s buzzing, I can’t cry, I can’t feel, no one can save this heart… 💔 I can’t take anymore pain I’ve felt it all, I’ve seen it all, my life has never been fair… from birth… why god? Tell me why? Do I of all people have to go through as much pain as I did. I was a child… I was a teen…. I was a adult… everything in between. And all I ever felt was pain, sadness, abuse, more abuse, my heart can’t take anymore broken….. I’m heartless now…. I don’t care anymore. I’m done caring. I’m done feeling. I’m just done. #numb #inpain #heartbroken #cheatedon #cheatedonme #feelnumb #heartless #wrath #done #dissociation #dissociating #shesgone #empty #emptyinside #hurt

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