The best way to describe the experience and this hasn’t been my first experience but the first time I aired the entire encounter on social media from when I woke to when I went to bed. This is the only time we have been able to see whom I am feeling in once of my extreme pain crying fits. This is why it’s beyond vital to abide by my “CPTSD” because it’s usually not just me that is experiencing whatever is going on. The fact I told everyone my room was turning black, it’s death, death is in my room. I haven’t altered it at all and it’s still on my ceiling and it is just in my bedroom. Shine, little Abra, shine. Not all of us our senseless humans. I have always tried to find the thread that connects me to all my mental breakdowns and find out who’s energy I am feeling but this in itself is wild considering I hadn’t spoken to my biological mom since 10 years ago at the Kortus reunion which meant exchanging of grandparents vows (my grandpa told my grandma he would never say I love to her till he meant it.) Which is important. Just imagine all the disgusting acts I’ve seen people do that they didn’t know I was there and this is how easy it is for me, but to cover things up, and because what my gifts are aren’t easily understood, I get called crazy a lot. Please come clean this soot off my ceiling then! ❤️🔪🎀🔱🔑
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