ecstilson hashtag performance

Some not… great news. Dang it. At least we made it to the scans yesterday though. I’ll be fine, just adjusting is all 💓 #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

Just an update. #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

This is so powerful. Tina is one of the most amazing people I’ve ever met. She’s just so honest, humble, and kind. She definitely helps me—and thousands of others—feel like someone else understands this journey and is there if we ever need someone. You can find @Tina McKinney on TikTok or on Facebook under “Tina McKinney.” I would definitely recommend checking her out. #cancertreatment #radiation #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #melanomaawareness

My first MRI with the pain pump. Here goes… #pain #pump #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

I have scans every three months, but this time I didn’t worry like I normally do. In fact, Instead, I actually felt hopeful since the cancer hadn’t grown since Aug. 2024! “You nervous?” Mike asked as we drove to appointments in Utah. “I’m feeling hopeful,” I said. That’s when disaster struck. Smoke billowed from under the hood of our car, forcing us to pull over. “I’m so sorry, sweetheart,” Mike said, and his face fell. I called radiology, and they agreed to see us IF we were only 20 minutes late. “We’ll make it,” Mike said. “You have faith in me, right?” “Yes.” I met his eyes. “Always.” He works so hard to take care of me and the kids, doing everything to ensure our needs are met. He’s selfless and kind. But the most important thing is that when he says he’ll work toward something, he always tries. So, Mike limped the car to an auto parts’ store, and I watched in the parking lot as he frantically worked under the hood. I thought about my scans and how I really didn’t know what would happen. Maybe the cancer had stayed the same, shrunk, or grown. Regardless, I needed to focus on the miracle in front of me: the man I love, moving mountains. “Did it,” Mike yelled, then shut the hood. While he drove, I noticed the grease—and even cuts—on his hands and arms. “Did you ever doubt me?” “No,” I paused. “I don’t think I ever doubt you. You ALWAYS try.” We made it to the scans, and it was a good thing because at my follow-up appointment, I got hard news. “There’s a new tumor,” the provider said. She went on to suggest radiation—again—and tears filled my eyes. It wasn’t even necessarily about a new tumor; it was the fact that I’d begun to hope. “You know how you said you have faith in me?” Mike asked. I nodded. “Well, I have faith in you too. YOU always try.” That night, a while after Mike and I told the kids about the new tumor, our son texted me. “I love you so much,” he wrote and then followed up with, “I have faith in you because you always try your best.” I hadn’t known before how much I needed to hear those words from Mike and read them from our son, too, but they meant more to me than almost anything and gave me courage. #faith #ecstilson #fyp

It’s always good to be kind. #kind #bekind #kindness #apathy #empathy #payitforward #ecstilson #Love #truefriends #inneed #reachout #choosekindness #chooselove #randomactofkindness #actofkindness #momdaughter #momanddaughter #momandme #mommyandme #hope #lifelesson #fyp #foryoupage #ideasforkids #moming #dollartreefinds #dollarstorefinds #charms #maketheirday #happiness

This did make me feel better. 😂 #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

I’m so excited for Mike to see this. #momlife #ecstilson #momideas4kids #moming #dollarstorefinds #dollarstore #DIY #diyidea #funideasforkids #craftingforkids #chalkboard #diychalkboard #randomactofkindness #showlove #showthemlove #sendinglove #wifey #wife #wifeandhusband #keeptheromancealive #romance #romantic #feelingloved #loved #showhimlove #showherlove #ilovehim #hesthebest #easydiyprojects #easydiyidea #diyideas #diyart #diyforher #diyforhim #husbandandwife #hisandhers #fyp #foryoupage #justlive #livingmybestlife #living #kindness #bekind #findthegood #positivity #wifelife

Just a reminder that: There are people who see you and love you. #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

Here’s the info for my Link Tree: https://linktr.ee/ecstilson This shows all of the main places I’m at online. Have a great day. #ecstilson

Looking back, what good things does your story show? #reflective #lookingback #success #accomplishment #FindTheGood #ecstilson #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #stage4cancer

#TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #angel #afterlife #ecstilson #loss #death #grief Sol Gardener, thank you for making this one of the most amazing parts of my life. Sometimes when I’m losing hope and faith, I remember this and somehow feel like G-d has a plan 💓 #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #godwink #melanomaawareness #cancerwarrior #goodness #hope #miracle #miraculous #miraclestory #fishing #fish #fishingislife #fishingstory #fishinglife #miraculous #fyp #foryoupage #heartwarming #faith #dontlosehope #hope #justkeepswimming #ecstilson #storytime

Life is such a wild ride 😂 #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

Do you ever feel trapped by difficult situations? If so, how do you stay positive? @Tina McKinney #LiveToTheFullest #radiation #fyp #foryoupage #advice #realization #radiationtherapy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

We’re having the best Hanukkah ever 🥰 #hanukkah #chanukah #festivaloflights #winterfun #jackson #jacksonhole #jacksonholewyoming #ecstilson #tourist #sightseeing

Converting to Judaism and changing my name… Eli-Sheva (oath of G-d) Liora (light) Eliora (light of G-d) Beth (oath) Zahara (shine) Here’s the link to that podcast: https://www.patreon.com/login?ru=%2Fposts%2Fknown-and-with-119944582&immediate_pledge_flow=true&post_tier_unavailable=true #namechange #newname #hebrewname #jewishconvert #convert #jewishconverts #religiousconversion #conversion #ecstilson #religion #jew #jewish #judaism #philosophy #whoami #whoareyou #rename #soulsearch #renamed

Dealing with change in a relationship #Conversion #ChangingFaith #Faith #FaithCrisis #CrisisOfFaith #Judaism #JewishConversion #Jew #Converting #Spouse #ConversationsWithYourSpouse #WorkingThroughChange #Change #ChangesHard #JustKeepSwimming #ecstilson @MrBookbag #religion #religousstudies #deepconversations #deepconversation #marriage #maritalconversations #couple #coupleconversations #husbandandwife #fyp #foryoupage

If you could pick a single word to live by for 2025, which word would you pick? I’m thinking about maybe potential, capable, or open. I looked up the etymology of each word, and they’re all pretty neat. How about you? P.S. Happy New Year! 🥰🥰🥰🎉🎉🎉 I hope it’ll be incredible for you. #ecstilsonfaith #ecstilsonfindingpeace #elisabethmagagna #elisamagagna #ecstilson #stage4cancer #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

Indy’s sister bleached her hair! She did such an incredible job. What do you think??? #transformation #transformationchallenge #ecstilson #hairchange #dyedhair #dye #fyp #waitforit #foryoupage

In 2025, I want to focus on the “I cans” in life. #ican #icant #newsyearseve #newyearsresolution #capability #able #justkeepgoing #justkeepswimming #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness

What would you “paint” your day with? If you literally took a canvas, and painted it to look like your day yesterday—or today—what would it look like? Would it be as “beautiful” as you’d hoped? #artist #artistic #analogy #metaphorforlife #deepthoughts #gratitide #appreciation #LiveToTheFullest #BrainTumor #fyp #foryoupage #mentalshift #realization #joy #TerminalCancer #CancerPatient #Melanoma #Stage4cancer #BeingPositive #INeedHope #FindTheGood #ecstilson #loss #death #grief #inspiration #inspirational #inspirationalthoughts #motivation #motivational #motivationalspeaker #persevere #newnormal #melanomaawareness