Kyra

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I'm scared, and I'm sad, and I'm grieving, and I'm angry. AND IM SMILING. AND IM MOVING. AND IM GETTING MY OWN MAIL. AND I'M SHOWERING. AND IM GOING OUTSIDE. AND IM DRAWING. AND IM THINKING. I CAN THINK! I can think. you guys. on the ride up to school my mom asked if I was okay and I was overstimulated because I was THINKING. I couldn't think. medical interventions are scary, and they are life changing. it's really going to be okay. I am still terrified of what I said yesterday but that's part of the grieving process and it's okay. #college #collegestudent #university #disabled #disabled #student #tubefed #paralyzed #paraplegic #tetheredcord #ehlersdanlos #heds #gastroparesis suspected #mcas #orthosis #orthotic #kafo #user #kneeanklefootorthosis  #fulltimewheelchairuser #wheelchairuser #wheelchairlife #dorm #dormlife #enteralfeeding #tubefed #gjtube #jtube #gtube #nutrition #butterflies🦋
because that was the scariest mfing admission of my life and it was nothing compared to the months prior. I haven't really processed it yet but it is what it is and I've always processed through sharing, so ask me absolutely anything. I mean, there are limits...but it can't be weirder than what my friends with no filters have already asked lmao, and I do live them for it /gen #feedingtubeawareness #feedingtubeawarenessweek #tubefed #gjtube #gtube #jtube #njtube #ngtube #nutrition #enteralfeeding #gastroparesis suspected #mcas #mastcellactivation #college #collegestudent #university #disabled #disabled #student #tubefed #paralyzed #paraplegic #tetheredcord #sci  #ehlersdanlos #orthosis #orthotic #kafo #user #fulltimewheelchairuser #wheelchairuser #wheelchairlife #dorm #dormlife
Replying to @aderyn486 to add bc idk why I didnt: my SCI also made me unable to report pain properly so I was in a constant state of autonomic dysreflexia for about 8 months and that can spontaneously kill you. so there's that too. TLDR:  we ran out of every other option and my life was in imminent danger. I should not have waited, nor should my care team have. my GI and I both agree that I probably should have had a feeding tube placed about 3 years ago when I started this cycle of "okay for a couple of months, on my honest deathbed for a couple of months" so that at the very least my quality of life could stay consistent and I would know what to do and have the equipment to do it when shit got bad  #chronicillness #tired #spoonie #zebra #hypermobile #hypermobileehlersdanlossyndrome #ehlersdanlos #paraplegic #sci #paralyzed #tetheredcord #tetheredcordsyndrome #college  #fulltimewheelchairuser #wheelchairuser #nonambulatorywheelchairuser  #babewithamobilityaid #edsandco #jointinstability #ehlersdanlossyndrome #heds #hypermobility #malignanthypermobility #jointissues #jointpain  #chronicpain #medicalsystem #gjtube #feedingtubeawareness #enteralfeeding #medicalintervention #jtube #medicalequipment #gastroparesis #mcas #sci #autonomicdysreflexia

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