Grief comes in such big waves, and tonight grief swept me under. I still can’t beat the anger and sadness that comes with your loss, but I fight everyday because I know you’d want me to. We use to talk about how we couldn’t live without each other in this world, and no I’m living in a world that doesn’t have my bestfriend in it. At times it feels so hopeless, I cry to myself wondering why it had to be you, begging God to go back in time so I could hug you one last time, but I know if I knew it was gonna be the last hug we’d ever have I wouldn’t have let go. I miss you so much everyday, the thought of you not being earthside with me anymore makes my head spin. I hope I have the opportunity to see you again one day my dear, sweet friend. I love you 5ever.
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