Ive lost friends & family before , but nothing prepared me for the grief I feel w you . this is the hardest christmas ever for me not because we spent christmas together but bc, I grieve for the life you should have lived , I grieve for the person I knew you could become . I grieve because you didn’t deserve the cards you were delt. I grieve for ur family & bc i knew how much you loved them. I grieve more because of the potential I knew you had. I grieve bc you were one person who understood me, you my twin 💔 I grieve because you passed so young you didnt really get to experience life . I wish things were different, i wish it were me instead of you . you deserved so much better from this world , i’ll celebrate the holidays bc thats what you would of wanted, it’ll never feel the same . Merry christmas friend . I love you 4L Hannah Elaine Owens ❤️ Long live you 🤞🏻
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