Hey TikTok! First off, I just want to say how sorry I am for the lack of context with my absence. I miss and think about you guys every single day. For so many different reasons, I had to step away from the constant grind of content creation. Some reasons I can and want to share with you and some I cannot. First, as you may know I am a father of two amazing daughters, 8 and 10 years old. Near the end portion of my constant content creating grind, it became very apparent to me that as a main provider for my children, I had to pivot in life to be able to better provide for them. The very moment I tried to focus on going full time with content creation is when I started feeliing the stresses of it as it became my job. Second, Sea of Thieves has always been such a special thing in my life. It was always more than just a game to me. It made me want to go out of my comfort zone and start streaming and with that came something that I never would have ever thought I would experience let alone deserve. It was a stepping stone to finding out who I am in this thing we call life. If you didn't know it, you all were a part of something incredible. After 28 years of living in this world, the negativity I have always seem to receive from what seemed like all aspects of life...all it took was a group of AMAZING strangers to make me realize that I'm not this terrible person people have always tried to make me out to be...so much so that I believed it. Which leads me into the next thing, during the beginning of my absence... We have discovered that my mom has stage three renal carcinoma. I believe the power of thought is EVERYTHING so please join me in the thought that she will beat this. I also had some pretty bad family drama go down on top of all of this as well, won't go into detail. Ultimately, just know that taking a break was not an easy decision by any means. I miss you guys and your company so much, truely from the bottom of my heart.There is honestly more to it and I wish I could elaborate more. I am currently working 6 days a week as a FedEx driver right now. I'm just trying to figure out my next steps. I don't think this is "goodbye", more so a "Cya later". Again, y'all helped me in more ways that you could ever imagine. Thank you so much. ♥️ I just want to say, take a moment and ask yourself...Are you living the life you want to live? If your depressed, if your stressed, if your anxious.. just know that the change starts with YOU. Take the driver seat and quit sitting in the passenger seat. My DM's are always open and I'll try to reply when I can!
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