herionfather hashtag performance

#truestory #sadstory I would post pictures but some are pretty bad. Maybe another time #madeitoutalive #godhadourbacks #courtheartings #hesarunner #hesadeadbeat #foreverillbemomanddad #nowarnings #flipofaswitch #newborn & a #fypage #3yearoldtoddler #marriage #divorce #multiple #pfas #addiction #abuseawareness #abusiverelationshipsurvivor♥️ #childhoodbffs wasn't until I had our #babyboy & getting #pregnant with my #babygirl when the abuse got bad. Really bad he tried taking my life twice. I wanted 2 children to the same fathe. Marraige being 1st. Al was good until wrong people wrong places and got addicted to #herionfather #crackfather and #cokacola and #opiods I worked my ass off bc he wouldn't . I didn't see the drug use until the night I did. I wouldn't give him $ an infront of my mother he whooped me a&&. Wasn't long after that I was pregnant with my beautiful miracle baby #mydaughter. They abuse even worse during my pregnancy, at 6 mths old after me having a hysterectomy that literally almost took my life ...after 4 mths of recovery my #wonderfulparents tending an taking care of me... I got the power and courage to grab my children and go- all this time we had no place to or help. My mama but I never wanted her in harms way. After hospitalizations figting for my life stacks of drs and Dr papers finally got him put in jail filed my divorce, he was served at the co jail and We've never looked back. Too much abuse to even list bt we made it out alive an he never got the chance to hurt me ever again #abuseisnotlove #abusersbelike #abuseisntalwaysphysical #abuseisntcute #man or #woman just as many #men are abused as women now days It's sad. #gethelpifyouneedit #getawaysoonasyoucan #standyourground #standforwhatsrights #thereshope #thereshelpdontbeafraid