⚠️ TW: VOMITING ⚠️ 9 months of constant nausea, waking up in the morning praying I’d have a couple hours where my head wasn’t in the toilet. Being so so hungry but scared to eat anything knowing it’d come right back up. Losing 16lbs, fighting with insurance for the zofran pump. Simply just wanting it all to be over. Today makes 9 months of having our girl here earthside & I’m not here to tell my fellow HG mamas that “you forget all about it” or “it’ll be worth it in the end” bc that is so desensitized. I’m here to say IT’S OKAY to hate being pregnant, I see you & I hear you. Those were the WORST 9 months of my entire life, I felt like it would never end. HG will forever be etched into my brain. I have life lasting trauma, anytime I feel slightly nauseous, I bawl my eyes out thinking I could possibly be pregnant; even after having my tubes completely removed. It’s my biggest fear to have to go through that hell again. If you are in the trenches of HG right now, I want you to know you are STRONG, & if you need someone to talk to, I am here. ❤️ you’re not alone & you can do this (and if you can’t, that’s okay too!!!)
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