— » please go watch @╰ 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 !!! || he’s actually my first lover so er yeah definitely not a long list of lovers, but even if i did have a long list he’d be the only one to ever matter. my first and last. i love this boy more than anything, he has such a sweet and kind soul my heart flutters simply at the thought of him. we’ve only been together for 5 months and i know i want to be his wife, i want him to be the one i spend eternity with. i miss him so much id do ANYTHING to have him in my arms right now and tell him how much i love him and how proud i am, i can’t believe this sweetheart is MY boyfriend and IM his girlfriend. it’s so crazy to think about, i don’t deserve him. ☹️ I JUST WANNA KISS HIS FACE OFF AND HUG HIM SO TIGHTLY AND RUN MY HANDS ACROSS HIS FACE AND RUN MY FINGERS THROUGH HIS HAIR AND AUGH. sigh. all i can do for now is dream and fantasize 😔 not the point, i hope he knows how much i really love him. he’s a great person, just in general. he’s a good caring person and i love it, his personality is perfect and makes him as a person overall amazing. I adore it. he’s a gentleman, but i love the fact he’s the nicest to me out of all people ( which i need to work on cause I bully him 24/7 then he takes after my attitude.. 💔 ), but he’s so special with his silly sassyness and his girly attitude, im not complaining, it makes him into him and i love it. just himself being in my life and loving me is healing me in ways I didn’t know I could be healed, healing parts of me that he didn’t break. God brought me such a wonderful man, even my mother approves 😨 that’s how i know he’s awesome. he’s also so handsome, i love the way his hair is, i love the way his glasses sit on his face, i love his hands and i love imagining holding them in mine, i love his eyes they’re the ones i want to look into for hours, i love his lips they’re the ones id do anything to kiss, i love his face in general, i love his muscles and the way they outline his figure id love him to hold me close in his arms, i love his height, i love him. there’s so much i have to say. he’s my baby, he’s my sweetheart, he’s my good boy, he’s mine. i want to love him in the most innocent way possible, i want to show him true love, i want to love him right, which i truly hope im doing. he’s perfect and all he deserves is love and affection i pray to God everyday to bring him joy and happiness and to protect him. he’s so great I CANT. i love the way he treats me, i love the nicknames he calls me ( even the “freaky” ones ), i love how he matches my energy, i love how he cares about me, i love how he does his best to show his interest towards me because i know he struggles with it but he’s doing so good im so proud of him, i love the way he reassures me, i love the way he asks my permission and thoughts on things, I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH. anyyywaaayyyssss, I don’t think anybody will read this I don’t even think my baby will read this cause this is uhm a bit long ive written a whole story but, overall i love this boy with all of my heart and i always will. thank you for being you, i love you alex. ❤️ ||
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