coming out post ; i know some people who see this may hate me (yk who you are) , but i hope they realize its out of my control . ive come to realization that i am gay . it took me a little to process , whenever i first had thoughts about me being gay i didnt like it and convinced myself that i wasnt , i didnt wanna be gay . i told myself i could never be gay and that it was very unlike me because i had been in love with the same girl for almost two years , everything i felt for her was real it was never fake , i just started realizing more and more about myself . everyone around me thought i was gay , including her . having thoughts about being gay and not telling anyone , then having all of my friends see me as the “ gay type “ was a whole different kind of awakening . the thought of it made me sick . but ive become more comfortable with the fact that i am , ive just been scared to hurt anyone (again yk who you are) . if you see this i just wanna say im sorry i couldnt come out to you personally , but regardless of everything thats happened between us you were always my best friend . i dont regret anything . you may not see me as your best friend anymore , and you may regret everything but i dont and i never will . you were always someone i could be myself around so im hoping i still can be . we arent talking right now , but i miss you and i do still have some kind of attachment to you because again , you were still my best friend through it all , the person i talked to the most . not having that anymore hurts a lot , you could ask anyone around me about how much its affected me . but anyways , id hope youd atleast understand this considering youve always been my number one supporter . but if not i get it . just know im grateful for everything , and im sorry . but anyways if anyones ever afraid to come out , dont be . its okay to be yourself . | ib; @J 🇨🇦 |
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