I dont even recognize that girl in the beginning of the video, filled with so much hope in the world.. and ... that was only 3 years ago. One can seriously only endure so much pain in the world before it starts to have a detriment to their overall life outlook. Last year. I regressed, majorly. After all these years, all my trauma, my failures, and my grief, I allowed life to beat me. But this year, i'm focused. I'm trusting in God. 🙏✝️ I'm protecting my peace no matter what. ✌️ "I'm not as good as I'm gonna' get, but I'm better than I used to be." 🎵 This year, I have to save myself.. Since I truly lost myself last year . Such a whirlwind of heartache, grief, and additional stressful factors, the last couple of years. Here's to God's divinity and always trusting his plan, no matter how much that may hurt, our human form, sometimes. Thanks be to God. He gives us our victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. and oh yeah, 180 days today ❤️
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#storytime @Sam Barber @ava :)