I am so tired. Especially when narcolepsy with cataplexy was brought up to my parents by a neuropsychologist, after I passed out in front of him. Documented. The amount of damage my childhood abu$e & neglect has caused is unfounded. Thank god for my neurologist, who my parents also said they knew more than, who has always fought for me when others gave up. I’d be 💀 without him. Y’all wanna know the reason I don’t talk to my parents? This is the biggest reason. All I ever wanted was my parents to be there and be supportive, but that wasn’t possible. I said it nicer before, but they don’t have the emotional permanence, depth, or care to be able to clean up the dmaage they caused.
#cptsd #complextrauma #childhoodtrauma #medicalneglect