As I rise up to start the day and head to work, my heart feels like a ton of bricks. It’s a day of reflection as was this entire month honestly. Been doing a lot of reflecting as this last month went on. But today is different. For many it’s New Year’s Eve. The last day of the turning of a new year to embrace and look forward to. However for me it’s the last day I ever saw my husband alive. The day last I heard him sing. The last day I heard him joke around. The last day I saw him smile and felt his warm, gentle touch. Even the last day I saw him enjoy a meal. A day of what would be many lasts little to my knowledge. It’s difficult. I went to bed with my heart wrenched in sorrow. But the Lord is my peace and strength. As I’m awake this morning I rejoice and praise God for a new day, a day He has made and I hear the words of my husband, “Just live. Have a smile on you.” I tell people all the time despite them looking at me or thinking I’m crazy..that my husband knew. He knew the Lord was going to call him home and he embraced it peacefully. It’s truly a bittersweet day because although in the midst of being a day of sorrow, it is also one of great joy in reflection of the wonderful and powerful work the Lord has done in the midst of it. Not only was it a day of lasts, but also the beginning of a season going forward of firsts. A season that the Lord would begin me on that would go on until I too was called home with Him. A great work was in the making and in progress which will continue on a new level in 2025. Thank You Lord. 🙌🏽 Te extraño mi amor. Te amo por siempre. ♥️
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