“I have been so many people, a different kind of person for each season; for each month. am i all of them, the collection of every version of myself ….or maybe im none of them, maybe ive never been me since the moment i was born…. …maybe i am only and have only ever been what i am right now, Time is a contract or whateva. The me that exists right now is the only one that has existed. I think it was Zeno who said that movement is a paradox because -for an arrow to get where it ought to be it first has to be jn a place where it isnt.- As i march forward…is each second a small death. Maybe i am like this. For me to be something i must first be something which im not, this seems impossible a paradox and YET the arrow flys doesn’t it zeno? I can only ever be each small Increment and this i suppose is fate. By actively choosing the next small distance we can affect to extreme degree our trajectory.” What the hell am i on about, A little short from my notes when i was high off sleep deprivation and a mix of pulp and blue light.
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