When our Host left us for dead in 2011. Ended her life in the worst way possible in jobcorps. *cut her juggler vain* (Tattoo on our neck) ~Love~ (Gara) Thanks to God for bringing us back to life. She dissociated out after that and left us with the mess she made for us. Selfish, Erik went to jail, she was bullied so hard in jobcorps after that. They made our life a living hell, we couldnt eat at the cafe or we would be bullied, they stole all our Christmas presents, they stole our clothes, we couldn't go to class without getting beat up and blamed for what our ex fiance did to our friend when he was high on drugs. They blamed us for his choices because we was engaged to him. The last straw was when we was so hungry we haven't ate in weeks and we decided to go down and eat. When we got there a group of people said to us “ why are you even down here, no one likes you, your a burden, everyone hates you, you should just end your life.” Our host ran to her dorm room, A voice consumed our head telling us “to end it! End it! Everyone hates you, see you always been a burden, no one will miss you when your gone” she broke our roommates razors and started 🩸everywhere…. Then her biggest mistake was the neck she went to deep. She crawled on the floor of her own 🩸 crying out for help, finally one of our roommates Sarah came back and saw her, “ help was the last words we said before everything went black” We woke up, next to my dad he had tears in his eyes. He said we died for 15 mins.. But God brought us back. All I could hear was my dads voice saying take me instead. And I beg God to take us back. He needs us. God said “no the whole Nation needs you.” that's all we remember of that day.
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