I never thought I'd be with you, never in a million years, I didn't think I'd ever catch your eye. Furthermore, I didn't know you could have someone's love etched into your bones. I'm not going to lie, I haven't been right since July 23rd when I had to go through those doors. For the first time I couldn't keep my composure in an airport. I sobbed the whole way home, both planes, my layover, and the entire car ride back to an empty apartment. I couldn't even sleep in my own bed the first night because it felt so wrong. Fast forward to now. I miss my home and all I want is for you to come here. How lucky I am to love someone so deeply that missing them feels like this. I am the luckiest partner alive to be loved by you. I just miss you so so much, please come home Baby... You have my heart, now, always, and forever. I love you 3000 My Sweet Boy.
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