sometimes, the effort put in doesn’t match where you want it to. i’ve always struggled with my weight; but also how the number looked on my body. i looked in better shape than ever when i was at my heaviest, yet i was the healthiest at my lowest. I’m stuck in between; unhappy, not statisfied, but putting in the effort to get my toned self back has been a struggle that im still working on. i struggle looking at the pudgy parts of me that i don’t show, for im embarrassed to say the least. I have problems keeping down food so im unable to get the nuterients to help get into that shape im wanting. everyone struggles, even when they don’t mention it, always check up on your friends.
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