CHEY ✨

he loved lil peep. he loved our son. he loved me. & I loved him so very deeply. I still do. I always will. #grief #grieftok #bereavement #overdoseawareness #lossofalovedone #griefislove

Literally the worst. Pls know that I love you🫶🏻 #adhdtiktok #neurodivergent #neurospicy #friendship

Celebrating our sons 1st birthday just days after losing him was the most emotionally confusing day of my life. Our son is 2.5 now but the pain is still palpable. A few days ago we were looking at photos and videos of his dad and for the first time he pointed at him and said, “call dada? Call daddy. I want to call daddy” I lost it. He doesn’t understand why his dad cant be with us. Im still learning how to explain to him that he’ll never be with us. We both struggled with addiction. I had almost two years when we started drinking together again and blew up my life. I decided to get sober and had 2 months sober when he overdosed. It wasnt supposed to be this way. We were supposed to both get sober and have our family and fix all the hurt we caused each other because of our wounds. I never imagined this would be a reality. If you’re struggling with sobriety, know that this can happen to you too. Its never safe. And you could end up causing the people you love such incredible pain that they just want to leave earth to be with you. I’ll have 2 years sober January 3rd, 2025. I know Tim is proud of me. I know he’s with us. Grief is just love with nowhere to go. & I loved that man with all of my heart. #overdoseawareness #sobriety #grief #bereavement #viral #fypag #recoveryispossible

PSA 💕 #bestiesfortheresties

There will never be accurate words, but these will suffice❤️‍🩹 #grief #loss #bereavement

If you can relate: im proud of you, keep going. 🫶🏻 #sobermom #recoveryispossible #sobriety

“Out of spite” is my favorite motivator 🥰

We miss you. Nothing will ever be the same💔 Timmothy passed away suddenly in March of 2023. Our son turned 1yo a few days later. In the first picture we were sober and happy & the second picture was at his memorial. The past 2 years have been the hardest of my life, but I know he’s with us. Grief is never ending, but it does get easier to carry. #loss #griefislove #bereavement #grieftok #griefjourney #overdoseawareness

Please get clean. Your babies need you. Whenever I’m sad our son says, “Mommy sad? Mommy misses daddy?” He knows my sadness is almost always related to the loss of you. The loss of what could have been. The loss of our son growing up without his father. & the loss of being able to make things right before you left us. We visited your grave today. Riot put your favorite chocolates next to the beautiful flowers your mom hand picked. She cleaned your grave stone and fixed your photo that sits above it. We sat together and ate some chocolates and missed you together. It’s still hard to accept. 20 months later. & I realized it doesn’t feel real because I can still feel you with us. We love you so much. #overdoseawareness #loss #griefislove #bereavement #grieftok #griefjourney

ADHD paralysis: "lol absolutely not. Enjoy your anxiety🙂” #adhdinwomen #adhdtok #adhdcheck #momswithadhd #neurospicy #creatorsearchinsights

Anti Social Sober Club ❤️‍🔥 @Reborn Apparel LLC ill have 2 years on January 3rd & the world is much safer because of it ✨ (I havent been arrested in like 10 years but this was a hugeeee part of my early addiction🥲) #sobertok #neurospicy #recoveryispossible #traumatok #viral #fypag #adhdtiktok #alcoholic #addictionrecovery #alcoholism

New era ✨ #boundaries #traumatok #selflove #coparenting #creatorsearchinsights #viral #parentsoftiktok #soloparenting

I hope this makes sense tbh. I always thought that if someone left my life, even if it was my choice, that I was being abandoned. Even if they never valued me. Or had me at the bottom of their friend list, when they were at the top of mine. I’ve always allowed myself to be a second choice. a convenient option. Because I was afraid of losing people. Even if it hurt. And it always hurt… it hurt if they stayed and it hurt if they left. No more of that. The people meant to love you won’t leave you feeling like you aren’t enough. The right people will lift you up. They’ll ask you how you are and actually care about your answer. They’ll be honest with you but loving with their response. They’ll remind you of how beautiful you are even if you don’t feel so beautiful at that moment. Leaving someone behind because of how they treat you, doesn’t make you less than. It’s self care. It’s self compassion. & you open yourself up to genuine friendships when you love yourself enough to allow REAL love in. Ily💖 #creatorsearchinsights #selflove #selfcompassion #abandonmentissues #viral #friendshipbreakup #boundaries #boundaries #traumatok

Lifes a trip 👻