It’s true… I couldn’t keep Daffodil, but I kept a part of her 🙏 6 months ago my life was turned upside down. What was supposed to be a normal foster volunteer experience turned into one of the hardest things I’ve done through Admittedly, I still struggle with it… MONTHS later… I wish the grief would move past now, BUT I am much better Sharing these cherished memories helps a lot, knowing I’m keeping her memory alive If you’re new here, I fostered Daffodil after she was dumped at my local shelter. 3 days later she gave birth to 9 puppies. Daffodil was in such poor shape that it was 24/7 care to bring her back to health, all while trying to keep her pups alive I worry it’ll be months before I’m “back to normal” - which I hate hate hate to admit. It shouldn’t be so hard. But it is what it is and I’m just focusing on moving forward & making sure their memories are never lost Unfortunately, we lost 3 of her babies which shattered me. Daffodil did recover though, and I had to make a decision that was best for HER to find a forever home she’d thrive in - which sadly wasn’t with me. She’s so loved with her new family (yes we stay in touch), and best part she’s spoiled as the only dog with all love for her. The way I knew she deserved & couldn’t give her I never intended on keep ANY of her puppies. It wasn’t even on the radar. Not even close. But as life does, things changed when I finally admitted the connection I had with Daffodil’s second born, Aura I tried resisting it, but she was always mine and I always hers And would you know it, Aura ended up being the MOST like her mom, Daffodil 🌼 I couldn’t keep Daffodil, but I kept part of her. I’m grateful for the entire experience that changed me forever.. Xo
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