The mental fuckery you go through after hearing "You have cancer" is a level I can't explain. Iykyk and I'm sorry you know. I've been surrounded by amazingly supportive people from the beginning and for that I am forever grateful. I truly don't know where I'd be without them, if you're one of them, even just dropping a supportive comment here - I truly do appreciate you and thank you with all of my heart. I'll never be able to repay the kindness I've been given, even though I'll try. But...even with all of that, my brain is not a good place. I'm scared as fuck, I won't even lie, I'm fucking terrified of what my future holds. I'm always optimistic and trying to be as positive as I can, but reality isn't all sunshine and roses. Cancer fucking sucks. I have a caringbridge site set up for those that want to follow along more in depth. In my beacons link, the top one is a mealtrain set up by my amazing friend and from there you can find the caringbridge site. Surgery is this Thursday 1/23...any and all well wishes are truly appreciated and needed. I'll be recording and posting as I feel comfortable doing, but I feel it's important to keep spreading the message of getting yourself checked yearly!
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