(Ignore I’m crashing out😭) I have shoved the events in the back of my mind, but it’s always there . You are in every touch I feel , in every graze my skin endures . My hand are disconnected from my body as yours have their their place , and for some reason , I can’t hate you . I’ve known your smile , your eyes , your body for so long , it would feel wrong to run away . I tried to leave , but you grabbed me and drew me closer . I tried to say no , but you laughed — which made me feel more alone than I’ve ever been . And those eyes you gave me when you didn’t laugh and I begged you to stop … Those eyes you gave me , the look of pleading , want , and everything that made me feel sick to my stomach . I had to give in , I had to give my body to you , because otherwise you’d be angry , disappointed , and you’d give me those damn eyes I can’t forgot . I will never forgot those eyes , and I will never forget how foolish of me it was to give in even after I begged to be left alone .
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