As much as I have watched and listened to people
#judgeme because of my
#openness and asked me why I’m so open and even told me to stop. Number one reason I haven’t is because I’m being
#obedient to
#God He told me years ago to share my ups and downs publicly because when his plans for me are revealed
#publicly he needs all those that turned their backs on me, that talk about me and those simply watching to know that when you see me
#shining #winning and
#ontop to know that he did all. Believing his plans for me are so big and great that all will know that the turn around can only be because of him! Not gonna lie it’s a struggle and hard ah as well as lonely but I’m trying my hardest to hold on and keep the
#faith that
#godspromise for me is all that matters and it’s going to be worth the
#heartache , all the
#tears and
#lonely moments The
#Judgement from
#peers,
#so called
#friends and even
#family I know that he’s allowing me to go through all this because my
#testimony is going to save so many lives and give so many others
#hope